Currently Playing The All-American Rejects By The All-American Rejects Last Song see related

Our city has completly went fucking crazy.  Yeah I know with Champaign Urbana we're only like 103 thousand people.. but like with all our surrounding towns this is nuts. The Illini are taking over.. everything. I mean like overnight there are a million of these stands all around town just selling FINAL FOUR teeshirts. And today on the radio.. there is this entire SONG about the ILLINI.. and it has to be the queerest song i've EVER HEARD right next to the a. classic tan commerical.. and b. that cingular commercial about a camels back.  ALL. QUEER. And I dunno if I can even watch the game tomorrow.. seriously.. I can't stand the build up.  BUT everyone else is watching it.. so I guess i'll jump on the bandwagon.  They're even restricting alcohol on campus and a lot of the stores/gas stations.. this is crazy.. for our town to stop selling alcohol places? People were POURING into the gas station trying to get alcohol while they still can.. and the guy at the gas station said that 25 state TROOPERS will be in town tomorrow just to help with rioting?! Because they think even if we win or loose.. it's gonna be madness.  OMG.. wtf if we win? And wtf if we win the whole fucking national championship next weekend?? I dunno wtf this town wiill do.. I bet it'll like elect DEE BROWN mayor or something. 

So.. IN conclusion.. Illini Basketball has taken over our town, and screwed up my drinking plans for tomorrow.. but i'll be watching anyway.

AND IT'S CLAUDIA'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!

And if you're cool.. you'll be at my house tomorrow..err..  TOnight for a cookout.. fire.. and drunken tramp jumping (minus me because i've almost broke my neck one too many times). 

Oh and Bu and Val made my day.  

P.S. - Someone has been really different this week.. and really sweet.. and nice. and we've actually seen eachother more then twice this week.. and had those adorable kisses in the rain .. which made me happy. but it never lasts for long.. but nothing wrong with enjoying it when you can tho right?

Eitherway .. it made me smile a lot this week

Currently Playing Start Static (+2 Bonus Tracks) By Sugarcult hate every beautiful day see related

It seems everytime I want to write about my life in this thing.. i've been drinking. 

Right now i'm sober.

SoOo I forgot to write about how I got pulled over lastnight on Campus by a BIKE COP.  For not having my seatbelt all the way on.. i had JUST pulled out of the food place... so.. they're bastards and we're gonna go clean out the car.  later.

Currently Playing A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar By Dashboard Confessional ENTIRE CD OVER AND OVER! see related

Happy St. Patricks Day.

Okay so I dunno how to fix the font so it's just going to have to be like this... because I dunno what kind I used before.. I feel like i'm drunk.. but i think i'm just really tired.. haven't slept much.  well haven't gone to sleep yet.. and it's 5am .. whoops.

Yesterday was my HALF BIRTHDAY!! isn't that fantastic.  Yeah.. so only 6 more months to do before i'm 21... fuck ya.  The plan is still vegas.. but if not there.. then at least some river boat somewhere I can gamble and become rich.  Yes. 

I've had a good day thanks to bu.. or I would have lost my mind. 

My mom is driving me crazy.. she has lonely woman syndrome and it's just retarded and I thought she had more sence then that.. it seems okay when we make mistakes or friends.. but when ur parents make relationship mistakes it makes you want to slap the shit outta them because they should GET IT BY NOW.. and if they don't.. that doesn't give the rest of us much hope. 

I really thought about school today... and what it is I want to do.. because I need to make my mind up and do it. I thought it was nursing but after working with nurses .. i dunno if that's exactly what I want to do.. I really want to be a PA.. physicians assistant which is like the same as a doctor cept you don't do that whole final thesis thing that takes like 4 years.  or.. something. But the one that works in the Cancer Center at provena is my hero.. she's the most amazing career woman i've ever met.. and so nice and pretty.  But it would take so much time.. who knows.. i thought about buisness but Michelle makes buisness seem like hell on earth at Uof I.. Oh lord, please help me figure this all out.. and soon.

I've been spending so much time with people I usually don't.. it's been interesting.  I spent some QT with erik's boss (tommy calls him WAHBAM Jr.. ) and Max.. they're nice.  Erik's boss is definetly Eye Candy.  Thank the lord for cute boys.  Oh and when I went to see Erik at Expresso tonight.. his madre was there and I hadn't seen her in soo long and I love see'n her because she always has the greatest things to say to you to make you feel good.  She's one of my fav moms... next to Laura and of course Mama Huffman.  Eriks lucky to have such a great mom... and he knows that which is good.  He starts to move tomorrow.. mmhm .. i'll be drinkin beer and watching.. nothing more.  Bastard never helped me move.  SO I plan on being the coordinator.. if those other queers have a problem with it.. i'll put them thru a wall :o)

Hmm.. so What did I do today:  Bu woke me up around 7 am to go to hte gym .. I slept in my gym clothes so i'd be ready.. and he gave me hte diet pills and water.. and i took them and got up to play some halo to wake up.. and then he decided to go back to sleep.. right when they were kickin in.. so it took a while to get back to sleep.. slept for a long time.  Then uhhh.. we went to the gym.. and bu ran and i walked and ran for a few and then lifted a whittle bit... then home and someone came and fixed moms car.. and claudia stopped by (shock suprise).. me and bu left to clean out his car.. but kinda just ended up coming back here and he went home and showered and I showered and got dressed claudie was here.. again.. and she left and i went to see Erik and his madre.. I was there for a while talking about stuff.. it was hoppin all these people were there.  Then I came back here and claudia had stopped by AGAIN.. and Bu came back over..  and then emily came to pick up claudia for the bar.. me and bu went on a search for chinese which took.. forever.. and we finally ended up on campus but they were OPEN at like 12 30 in the morning.. it was okay i guess.. and then we came back here and I watched a mid summers night dream and he played on my brothers ps2 and then KATE called and we needed to go give her a ride home .. cause she's HAMMERED.. and I heard claudia come in..yet..again.. so I told her i'd run her home when I took kate.. but she said she had a ride.. so we left and took kate which was an adventure.. got back and i layed in bed watchin bu play LIVE .. and then..... CLAUDIA arrived.... yet.. yes... again.  Anyway.. bu's asleep on the couch.. dig is on the bed.. so thank god I have a sectional..

Today Bu told me that You get more radiation sleeping next to someone .. then u do from a power plant or .. radiation plant or something.. so.. i'm not sleepin next to either of those bastards.

Today I found myself missing O.P. a lot... I just needa find another bf like him.. he was the best bf.. he always thought of the cutest things in the world to do for me.. and spoil me.. u don't find boys like that anymore.. nope.. bastards.

Crystal got here today  I think so I need to call her tomorrow.. so I can see her.. i'm excited. Erik said he saw Bethica at McDonalds.. i think i have to hang out with her too while Crystal is here.. I dunno how things got so bad between us.. wait.. yeah.. she went crazy on me.  Girls can be so Caddy sometimes.

I miss See'n Tasha around too.. she needs to come around a lil more often.  OHHH AND I saw a picture of Prissy's baby, Jack.. and he's so fucking cute.. imma love him forever. 

Anyway.. I should really get some sleep.  Damn Erik for making me so much Expresso.. fucker

Currently Playing Greatest Hits By Shania Twain Any Man of Mine see related

This whole day has been ... nuts. 

I woke up around 1 (I had shut my alarm clock off because blake told me he was coming over in the morning and i thought he'd wake me up) .... mawmaw and pawpaw were here for tea so I had to drink some tea with them.. and then I took claudia home.. got some gas.. played some LIVE before I went and picked up michelle for her drug test... stopped by tommys cause i thought we were going to the farm.... turns out emily was there.. and we weren't going till.. tomorrow (today).. took michelle to tacobell.. took her home.. played a game of tetris.. came home.. watched bu play live...showered...got pretty... went to tommys .. which turned into a no go for the mall so i went solo.. talked to jsutin.. went to see erik but he wasn't there... switched shirts for blake at hollister.. then went to the bar to have a drink with shaun as SOON as i walked in i had to go get tommy and his friend sean.. and then went to the bar and sat around there going thru condoms .. tried to call elliott to hang out but he was too busy fer meee.. at this point i'm getting restless so i call erik and then go meet him at his bosses house.. were we start to watch taxi and 10 minutes in it's so bad i can't handle it so i come home.. play a GAME of halo2live and make blake dinner.. and now i'm setting here in my gym clothes about to sleep in them so blake can get me up at 7am for the gym. 

phew.. that was a mouthful..

I can't even remember the last time I slept in my room bymyself.  OoOoO this is gonna be a gooooood sleep.. minus the getting up in 4hrs and 20 minutes.  *sigh*

OooOO and Any Man of Mine (i hadn't heard it in FOREVER) kinda makes you wanna dance a little.. it's def prolly this weeks cuntree song.